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完美的强迫症患者

我怎么感觉我是完美主义者和强迫症患者的结合体?

晚上在整理政治知识结构,在笔记本上列思维导图,只需几个小框框,几条线几句话就可以完成,我却做得十分墨迹,且听我慢慢道来。

做这种东西,必须得认真对待,以后复习还用得上。So,我先用铅笔写了个草稿,居然写了不止一遍。作为一个完美主义者(好吧,是半个),思维导图总得画得好好的。知识点写错了,擦掉重写,写少了,补上;再用黑色水性笔描一下。得,和写天书一样,鬼画桃符,字写得潦草了点,只有我自己看得清,的确是半个完美主义者。

把铅笔写的痕迹擦掉,这回我是完整的强迫症患者。那些痕迹擦掉了,看不到铅笔笔迹了,这字还有点沧桑感。作为一个强迫症患者,我又费力地把橡皮擦下的小碎屑清理得干干净净。

可能完美主义者和强迫症患者之间有共同之处。

我有点小幸运,我是半个完美主义者。某些事情你无法做到至善至美,就只有在某个时候止步了。完美完美,十全不还是只有九美吗?人无完人,做事尽力即可,有点中庸。有些人拼尽一生,想达到自己理想的高度,想追求心中的完美,多少人能真正达到呢?完美,只不过是个相对的词罢了,天外有天,人外有人。

追求完美固然是好事,但是有点缺陷,也是美丽的。《断臂的维纳斯》自被人发现以来,有多少艺术家想为维纳斯补上双臂,但最终都放弃了,这是不完美的美丽。

强迫症晚期。被它折磨得死去活来。脸上长痘痘,总忍不住去挤一挤;痘痘破了,结了痂,又忍不住去撕……手机上的膜,有个角起来了,忍不住碰一碰,撕起来了又粘了回去……幸好强迫症不全是坏处,如果把强迫症的这种拼的尽头,逼自己做的劲头用到工作和学习上,我想会事半功倍吧。小学的时候,每天放学回家,第一件事就是做作业,到了吃晚饭的时候没做完作业坚决不吃饭。

完美的强迫症患者。强迫自己做得趋于完美,这大概就是二者的共同之处吧。

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